I am just so scared to go through this. I've never been this afraid before. I am the main caregiver of my 82 yr.old father and a daughter who's 14.

I show an appearance of being up beat to everyone, but am scared to death. I've briefly talked to my dad and daughter about this, but they and my sister and brother have no idea how this is effecting me emotionally.

My daughter is not my biological daughter. I'm in the process of adopting her. had her sense she was 9. I've told her to ask any questions she'd like and if she doesn't feel free to talk to me, she needs to talk to someone or go to the school counsellor. She loves going to church and such a good kid.