I think without hope, all you have is doubt ..and if you doubt it inside yourself,... then im sure that doubt will come through and your husband will pick up on it...

theres a lot to fear and .. in the end as everyone has said there is only hope ... ..about being happy, its more than okay to be happy and even if its even for a second .. its still a moment ..a memory .. that will always mean something to you, your husband, family ..etc ..

I sometimes felt like hope came and went .. its like when i thought my hope was diminishing .. id see my mom and shed still have that hope and id be right back on the path ..

I hope he continues to get better,

H


the world brought me to my knees...
Update: Feb 10/08: Mom passed away on Jan 31,08 - infection (unknown) in her lungs with her weakened immune system resulted in cardiac arrest - T2NO SCC of tongue surgery 6/30/06, SCC left neck and lungs detected Sept 07, 7 weeks rad/3 rounds chemo had no effect.