Thanks ladies

You guys are so sweet. Its such a bummer that I've had to wait so long. I haven't felt that deep sadness until this year.
I didn't feel comfortable getting pregnant when I was getting scans every 6 months and then it was just not a good time being inbetween jobs and insurance plans - then 2 miscarriages and so here I am at 39.
Interesting about the sterility cause from other chemos. Yes the Doc meant that is what cisplatin can do- which is the one I had.
Well nothing yet

2 more months till I break into that embryo freezer. Not waiting much longer. Till then doing accupuncture and chinese herbs. Drinking some now and pretending that they are absolutely delicious hehe..
Elizabeth- do you think chemo can mess up the eggs that we have?