| Joined: Jul 2010 Posts: 27 Contributing Member (25+ posts) | OP Contributing Member (25+ posts) Joined: Jul 2010 Posts: 27 | I have just two of my 35 rads left, on Tuesday and Wednesday after the holiday weekend. I've gotten through this pretty well, I think, and am hopeful for an uneventful and strong recovery. I mean this to be a tale of hope for people entering treatment; I don't mean it to be boastful. I feel very lucky and grateful for what follows: The oncology team told me to stay as active as I could. Since I ran a marathon on May 30, four days after my diagnosis, I decided to try to jog 2 to 3 miles three times during the week, and then try to do 5 miles on Saturdays. I really never imagined I could keep it up all the way through, but I just finished a 5-miler and logged 13 total miles for the week. On non-running days, I've ridden stationary bikes, lifted weights (lightly) or walked a mile. I've done some exercise every day for the past 36 days. If nothing else, it has helped fight fatigue, and perhaps has aided my appetite. I need pain meds now for the neck burns and the nasty sore under the front of my tongue, so I sleep more, but I haven't had the drag-my-butt fatigue described in other places. My side effects got much worse over the past week. My neck is oozing and spotting blood. I'm using Silvadine, Alra and Domeboro as instructed. It all works pretty well until I wake up from even a short nap, at which time the right side of my neck feels like it's on fire and bleeding freely. I have to cut the collars off of T-shirts to keep them from rubbing the burns. Waking up is the worst moment. I throat is so dry it feels stuck together, and in my grogginess, I sometimes feel scared that I'm swallowing my tongue or something equally hideous. My tongue really hurts. My mouth feels increasingly dirty as the day goes on and plain water "tastes" slimy. This week, three days after my final chemo, I had the first nausea that I couldn't knock down with meds, though I didn't throw up and it finally passed. The idea of consuming calories is daunting, even though I continue to force myself and have lost only 6 pounds through the treatment. My wife is making all kinds of shakes and smoothies, wanting me to avoid the processed sugar drinks. I also am still able to eat some soft foods, such as eggs, oatmeal and bologna, and I know most people can't at this phase. I am doing a gratitude list most days to try to keep a positive perspective. I'm spacy from pain meds, but have no choice but to take them. I start to feel sick in many ways if I get behind the pain. Mentally, it's a relentlessly grinding experience. Rinse, soak, drink, get calories down, repeat ad infinitum. Two more treatments to go. This weekend feels a bit like waiting for school to get out knowing that a bully is going to beat me up afterward. Each radiation treatment hits pretty hard now. It's all worth it if it works and kills the cancer. I have to wait till November or December to find out about that, but I'm assuming it will work.
Randy, Stage 3 tonsil SCC, node involvement, HPV-positive. 7 sessions of Taxol-Carboplatin, 35 rads finished 9/8/10. Post-TX PET and CT 12/1 showed "no metabolic evidence of residual or recurrent disease." Yay!
| | | | Joined: Nov 2006 Posts: 2,671 Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) | Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: Nov 2006 Posts: 2,671 | Randy - It's wonderful you have made it this far and so successfully! You are an inspiration to everyone with your strength and perseverance and positive attitude. You really are providing the light at the end of the tunnel for all of us! Please do keep posting your progress. Yay!! only two more treatments to go!
Anne-Marie CG to son, Paul (age 33, non-smoker) SCC Stage 2, Surgery 9/21/06, 1/6 tongue Rt.side removed, +48 lymph nodes neck. IMRTx28 completed 12/19/06. CT scan 7/8/10 Cancer-free! ("spot" on lung from scar tissue related to Pneumonia.)
| | | | Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 10,507 Likes: 7 Administrator, Director of Patient Support Services Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) | Administrator, Director of Patient Support Services Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 10,507 Likes: 7 | Thanks for posting your update Randy. I love reading stories like yours that are so encouraging. While nobody gets thru this without some type of side effect, you proved that the side effects can be managed. You are doing great with still being able to eat. Keep up the great work!!!! Best wishes for a speedy recovery after those last 2 treatments. ChristineSCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44 2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07 -65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr Clear PET 1/08 4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I surg 4/16/08 clr marg 215 HBO dives 3/09 teeth out, trismus 7/2/09 recur, Stg IV 8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy 3wks medicly inducd coma 2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit PICC line IV antibx 8 mo 10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg OC 3x in 3 years very happy to be alive | | | | Joined: Jul 2009 Posts: 1,409 Patient Advocate (1000+ posts) | Patient Advocate (1000+ posts) Joined: Jul 2009 Posts: 1,409 | Randy, you're a wonder of nature. I could barely walk at your point, let alone run. And that you're eating real food is fantastic. I know it's tough and that you're suffering, of course. I applaud your strength and attitude and wish you all the best.
David 2
David 2 SCC of occult origin 1/09 (age 55)| Stage III TXN1M0 | HPV 16+, non-smoker, moderate drinker | Modified radical neck dissection 3/09 | 31 days IMRT finished 6/09 | Hit 15 years all clear in 6/24 | Radiation Fibrosis Syndrome kicked in a few years after treatment and has been progressing since | Prostate cancer diagnosis 10/18
| | | | Joined: Sep 2006 Posts: 8,311 Senior Patient Advocate Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) | Senior Patient Advocate Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: Sep 2006 Posts: 8,311 | Way to go Randy. That's a remarkable feat during this Tx.
David
Age 58 at Dx, HPV16+ SCC, Stage IV BOT+2 nodes, non smoker, casual drinker, exercise nut, Cisplatin x 3 & concurrent IMRT x 35,(70 Gy), no surgery, no Peg, Tx at Moffitt over Aug 06. Jun 07, back to riding my bike 100 miles a wk. Now doing 12 Spin classes and 60 outdoor miles per wk. Nov 13 completed Hilly Century ride for Cancer, 104 miles, 1st Place in my age group. Apr 2014 & 15, Spun for 9 straight hrs to raise $$ for YMCA's Livestrong Program. Certified Spin Instructor Jun 2014.
| | | | Joined: Jul 2008 Posts: 507 "Above & Beyond" Member (500+ posts) | "Above & Beyond" Member (500+ posts) Joined: Jul 2008 Posts: 507 | Amazing Randy I also did pretty well, but I can't imagine jogging 5 mile in the last week. By then I wasn't even taking walks anymore
Actually it was the last week that finally wiped me out!
But, for me every week after was a little better - no long "Tunnel". Hope it is the same for you.
Don TXN2bM0 Stage IVa SCC-Occult Primary FNA 6/6/08-SCC in node<2cm PET/CT 6/19/08-SCC in 2nd node<1cm HiRes CT 6/21/08 Exploratory,Tonsillectomy(benign),Right SND 6/23/08 PEG 7/3/08-11/6/08 35 TomoTherapy 7/16/08-9/04/08 No Chemo Clear PET/CT 11/15/08, 5/15/09, 5/28/10, 7/8/11
| | | | Joined: Jul 2010 Posts: 27 Contributing Member (25+ posts) | OP Contributing Member (25+ posts) Joined: Jul 2010 Posts: 27 | LAST DAY! LAST DAY! LAST DAY! LAST DAY! LAST DAY! LAST DAY! LAST DAY! Whatever these next few weeks bring, it's got to be a lift not to have to take a 45-mile drive to get pinned to a table and zapped five days a week. I am now going out before dawn for a 3-mile jog on the day of my 35th radiation treatment. (By the way, the way I've dealt with exercise and dry mouth is gum. I'm getting less radiation on the left side of my neck, too. I pop in two pieces of Biotene gum and one piece of orbit and chew vigorously while exercising. Also carry a water bottle.) I of course can't know at this point if the treatments worked, but I have to assume that they did until I get a scan. Anything else would be paralyzing. So screw cancer. No matter what, it hasn't been able to completely put me on my knees.
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Randy, Stage 3 tonsil SCC, node involvement, HPV-positive. 7 sessions of Taxol-Carboplatin, 35 rads finished 9/8/10. Post-TX PET and CT 12/1 showed "no metabolic evidence of residual or recurrent disease." Yay!
| | | | Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 10,507 Likes: 7 Administrator, Director of Patient Support Services Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) | Administrator, Director of Patient Support Services Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 10,507 Likes: 7 | Your enthusiasm amazes me. Im so impressed with your staminia. The inner strength you have spills over to be physical strength too! When I was at your point, I didnt get out of bed. I wasnt able to talk or even take a walk. You are doing absolutely wonderful. The gum is a great way to exercise your jaws too. Your athletic ablities really helped get you thru this. When you get your mask to take home, consider it to be your marathon trophy GO RANDY, GO!!!!!!!! ChristineSCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44 2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07 -65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr Clear PET 1/08 4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I surg 4/16/08 clr marg 215 HBO dives 3/09 teeth out, trismus 7/2/09 recur, Stg IV 8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy 3wks medicly inducd coma 2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit PICC line IV antibx 8 mo 10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg OC 3x in 3 years very happy to be alive | | | | Joined: Sep 2006 Posts: 8,311 Senior Patient Advocate Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) | Senior Patient Advocate Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: Sep 2006 Posts: 8,311 | The more I read from you the more I am convinced you are not real. JM2C's.
David
Age 58 at Dx, HPV16+ SCC, Stage IV BOT+2 nodes, non smoker, casual drinker, exercise nut, Cisplatin x 3 & concurrent IMRT x 35,(70 Gy), no surgery, no Peg, Tx at Moffitt over Aug 06. Jun 07, back to riding my bike 100 miles a wk. Now doing 12 Spin classes and 60 outdoor miles per wk. Nov 13 completed Hilly Century ride for Cancer, 104 miles, 1st Place in my age group. Apr 2014 & 15, Spun for 9 straight hrs to raise $$ for YMCA's Livestrong Program. Certified Spin Instructor Jun 2014.
| | | | Joined: Nov 2006 Posts: 2,671 Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) | Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: Nov 2006 Posts: 2,671 | You are so-o-o-o-o inspiring, Randy! As a CG I'm not even battling cancer and you have spurred me on to resume my 3 mile a day power walk! Your last comment on Cancer should be on a T-shirt!
Anne-Marie CG to son, Paul (age 33, non-smoker) SCC Stage 2, Surgery 9/21/06, 1/6 tongue Rt.side removed, +48 lymph nodes neck. IMRTx28 completed 12/19/06. CT scan 7/8/10 Cancer-free! ("spot" on lung from scar tissue related to Pneumonia.)
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