Sharlee-
Screaming is good... legal drugs to calm the edges are better.. You will do this. You will get through it and you will fight this cancer with every bit of energy you have and when you feel despair you fight some more.Everyone on this forum cares and all are fighting each day whether before, during or after treatment and enjoying the fact that we have each day to share with our loved ones and ourselves.
Let us know how you are doing we are there for you.
Gil and I live near Cooperstown and I am from way up noth- Plattsbugh and Malone?

caregiver to Gil.dx 11/05.T2N2M0, Stage 4b, SCC BOT, rt tonsil, 3 Lymph nodes, 35 Dailey IRMT, 8 chemo3, finsihed treatment 3/9/07