Connie,
You are in good hands at Moffitt. Bill sees Dr. Judith McCaffrey and upon his initial visit, Dr. Trotti(RO)...DavidCPA's doc. All our checkups are at Moffitt but we received their blessings to have treatments locally with our excellent docs here.
You are very normal to feel like this is a nightmare but take one day at a time...get thru this initial assessment period and you will feel better (emotionally

) when you finally get going on the surgery/treatment.
Best of luck from a fellow Floridian!
Hugs, Deb