Of course you are sad and upset, you are worried about all this having an impact on your special day. Who wouldnt be upset about that? Very soon is the day all little girls have dreamed of and it needs to be perfect. That alone is enough to stress you out.

Hope I helped, maybe even just a little. Call your doc and go see them, it will make you feel better.

I would give you a big hug if I was closer. I do plan on seeing you in May at the Bethlehem walk. I will give you a hug then and you can tell me all about the wedding. This whole thing will be a distant memory very soon smile

((((((((( BIG HUG ))))))))))

Christine
SCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44
2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07
-65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr
Clear PET 1/08
4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I
surg 4/16/08 clr marg
215 HBO dives
3/09 teeth out, trismus
7/2/09 recur, Stg IV
8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy
3wks medicly inducd coma
2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit
PICC line IV antibx 8 mo
10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg
OC 3x in 3 years
very happy to be alive smile