I'm about 50 pounds lighter and people are always telling me how good I look...then when I try to do something physical I then realize how bad the tx beat me up....At that point people look at me like what's wrong?...That's when I say to myself, "This was some serious shit...it could have been worse, but it was serious..."

The funny thing is...if you stub your toe or get sick...it still sucks...getting cancer doesn't make us immune to anything...it should...LOL

oh yea...I had to buy all new clothes!!!...nothing fits...and i'm not positive, but, it seems like my feet grew..some of my shoes seem too tight..LOL

Last edited by Ray1971; 02-06-2009 01:13 PM.
7-16-08 age 37@Dx, T3N0M0 SCC 4.778cm tumor, left side of oral tongue, non smoker, casual drinker, I am the 4th in my family to have H&N cancer
8-13-08 left neck dissection and 40% of tongue removed, submandibular salivary gland & 14 nodes clean, no chemo, IMRTx35
11-4-08 Recovering & feeling better