OP Contributing Member (25+ posts) Joined: Sep 2008 Posts: 49 | Charm and David,
Thank you for reminding me the road ahead is still long and there are many turns still ahead. ~grin~ We are prepared. Well, as best we can be. You can only take one day at a time and one week at a time. And altho we had some hypersensitivity issuses to chemo and meds this week it was still a good week! We are so happy for today and will remain optimistic no matter how hard it becomes because I too believe that your determination and power of positive thinking has a lot to do with recovery and overall well being. We will not let some insidious disease take control of our lives or our outlook of all that is beatiful in this world. even the littlest victory is worth celebrating. I too know that after tx there are still gonna be an unmeasureable span time yet to get thru before he really starts to feel as tho he is truely recovering form all the "poison" they put into his system. I only just reminded my daughter ( who plans to visit one week after end of tx) that it is unclear what to expect. I had to put on the pessimistic hat ( which is not normally my charecter) and advise her she may be shocked or even very upset to see her father who is usually so strong and viral looking pretty weak and fraile. It was hard thing to convey to her but she must be aware that no matter how well he is doing diagnostic wise he most likely won't look like it. She hasn't seen her father since after his surgery in July and a lot has transpired since then. I can only hope that she is ready for this.But she is a storng young woman and I'll be there for her if she needs to cry it out some. Time to run. Tx 22 awaits. ~Ija~
Ija wife-husband 47y healthy nonsmoker,nvr chewed.Dx SCC 01/05 primary left anterior toungue w/2 surgeries 02/05 no rad/chemo recurrence 12/07 no rad/chemo. 07/08/08 modified lt radical neck disection 3 nodes removed 2 pos SCC. TX 090808 taxol & carboplatinx7 radx37 w/ethyol.
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