Oh boy you can say that again how lucky I am there is no doubt in my mind that someone is watching over me...I know I have a second chance and don't wanna flub it and am very determined no matter how human I am...I still have to take it day by day and keep in mind that every day without is a day closer to stay quit..I consider myself a non smoker now and like I said am determined and whoever has given me a second chance is gonna have to give me a hand with this too!!! I am more thankful than anyone can immagine about the radiation and any further treatment...I read about what others have to endure and my heart goes out to them and continue praying every day for the strength to stay smoke free and pray for those still in treatment and that I will have no reoccurance... BTW how was the birthday celebration???!!!