I have read a few of your post and they as ususal hit me right square in the chest! Wow. I was turned down for medicade, too young for medicare and no insurance co will touch me. I am a hard working honest 50 year old ( almost ) with nothing. I have gone to the American Cancer society and everywhere I can think to go but doors are just being shut on me. So yeah I give up. I quite. I think it is horrible that cancer patients and survivors can't geet any help when the US treats the world. For everything. If my cancer gets so bad that It can't be cured then My children will know that I do love them. I will miss them I am about to loose my home thank God my children are grown and gone. I have no husband so that is no problem. I always wanted to be a beach dwellar so maybe I will catch some seashells to sell. You probably won't be hearing from me anylonger becuase I quit! Something will kill me just as well be this crap. And the sooner the dam better!