Thanks for your warm welcome and comments. I agree I have much to be thankful for and I do feel good most of the time. It's just that I'm in this uncomfortable stage where I have to put my life back together and get back to normalcy and yet I feel that everything has sort of changed. I look at my life before I had cancer and I seemed so brave. Now I seem to have a lot of fear and free floating anxiety. But, as time goes on I'm sure I'll start feelin like my old self. Anyway, thanks a lot for the comments and support.