A lot has changed since I stopped posting on here. The love of my life- Bill- who I married on Nov. 23, 2007- passed away three weeks later on Dec. 15, 2007. Dealing with his death and knowing that I could do nothing else to save him- has caused me to be depressed at times, but also has strengthened my faith- because without it- I would not be able to go on.

Cancer is a horrible battle to deal with. My poor Bill had to deal with it moving to his brain- then taking over quickly. I dont know what I would have done if I had not had the chance to vent here in the beginning. After the first few months- I did not have time to even do anything but love him and take care of him... and treasure each moment I had with my darling Bill. He was given six months- he lived ten months...and I will miss him forever.

Thank you all for being there for me in the beginning- you helped me so much to endure the months that would follow.

God bless all of you that is still dealing with this demon. I pray each day I never have to deal with cancer again.. because I dont know if I will be as strong as my darling Bill was...