I also would like to thank you for this post. I find it interesting on the day I am having one of my worst days with this whole situation yet. Just when I think I had things under control. Between the not smoking, the pending surgery and other treatments still unknown, I have been having some very very powerful thoughts and not wanting them there. Today I had the first person ever to basically say it's your own fault you have cancer you smoked didn't you. I was already having a bad day with those issues and then that. Most people are so kind. And as far as a daily dose of OCF it is true. I feel like I know a lot of you and that you are the only people who really understand what I am going through. I am really fighting hard to keep positive. Thank you all!!

Still struggling

Dianne