Hi Edgar-
My own cancer diagnosis/treatment journey has been THE most difficult episode in my entire life (I'm 60 years old). On every level, physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually it's sometimes too much to bear. Sometimes it's as though I'm trapped in a hell from which there is no escape. Other times, I feel more positive and am able to keep this in perspective and understand it WILL get better over time, that my prognosis is probably good. Then along will come the fear again, and I find myself angry and resentful and self pitying.

I personally have not yet found the sense in all this. I'm just 6 weeks out from the last radiation treatment and am not eating ANYTHING. Living on Ensure and some weight gain stuff I got at the health food store.

I come to this forum for strength and inspiration from those who have gone before me.

Riley