Donna,
Your fear is very understandable - but remember to take it a minute at a time - Don't let this thing eat you up - easy for me to say at a time like this, but it really isn't cancer until they say it is and then you still have lots of options. Hang in there, Donna and cling to this board. There are a lot of encouraging people out there...it is my life line to sanity.

Praying for you.
Paula