thanks everyone i know they cant be nice all the time.
My medical onc is smart and i think his treatment choice was thought out and is the newest treatment.
Theyre are no personality clashes ive only got to see him once for 15 minutes. ive got to see his nurse practioner twice for
15 minutes each time.
My surgical oncologist i got to see once for 20 minutes.
Hes the one i have caught just throwing me around for his own convenience. 1st time trying to throw me in for a peg tube and port 1 month before i had to get it in. Because he had a cancelation. Then he sent me to a radiation place way across the whole city, ( because i was later told of a long standing relationship) When i could get the same treatment from an even newer better machine right at the same hospital im getting my chemo. And my social worker who got me switched actually told me today that the radiation place told them i was right that they shouldnt have tried to have me to come in and map me and make my mask 7 weeks in advance. I also have found out that the hospital machine is newer and has alot less patients the other place is a factory private place that a bunch of doctors invest money in.

I grew up as a contractor builder from a family of builders surrounded by tradesmen. Theres alot simular with this doctor business you get to tell who is smart, who is burnt out, whos sending you to someone or someplace because theyre getting a kickback.
Every business and life is full of the good and bad the selfish
lazy ones . Try to find a good honest builder or auto mechanic your blessed if youve got one and blessed if theyve got the time for you.
Anyway im just writing it here because complaining to them is not going to change them. i just feel this surgeons only concern is his shedule I just feel hes the kind of guy who if hes operating an situation comes up and theres a choice of something to do hes not going to choose the one that will require more work or agrivation for him.
I figured out how to get out of the radiation factory he tried to send me to and get into the hospital by using transportation as an excuse.

now ive got to figure out how to get a surgeon i trust ive got almost 4 months to do it. maybe i can get some of that robotic surgery ive been reading about.
I never reread my posts because i would never submit them if i did.
Thank you Victor