Iam so confused. I had two breast cancers. 1997 and again in 2002.Radical mastectomys both times. Chemotherapy the first time. Tomoxifin and Arimidex the second time.Then May 16, 2007, I had squamous cell carcinoma on left tongue. surgery to remove it. No treatment. Then April 3rd, 2008, I had radical neck dissection on left neck. Then treatment began on May 5th. Ethyol, a shot in the arm to control dry mouth before I went into radiation. The tomotherapy where you wear that crazy face mask all snapped down to the table and can't move. My first Panic Attack happened that day. So they put me on Ativan. Well I made it through 4shots, 4 rad, and 1 Erbitux. And I quit treatment all together. Could someone help me here? I don't know of anyone else who quit.