HI JOHNNY, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY, On my last two Birthdays I thought how different they are than before when I thought I would still conquer the world , Now I take a step at a time to get better and move on. Small things are a big deal now that I took to be my due before. The biggest thing I noticed after going thru all of this, is what was always right in front of me, my husband of 36 years, my children, in 6 weeks my first grandchild, and a lot of good people like you all out there who give good wishes and prayers on our big days for surgery, starting radiation, or second opinions, I have a mental list at night that I go thru and I am sure most of the people who posted here have one too. You are on it, I am sure. Have a very good day and think positive thoughts!