Aww thanks for the replys i have decided to put it on hold for now i have to build myslef up for that one, i had a little melt down last night told my hubby im keeping it in LOL i know its nuts after everything we go through with treatment and all but i really am a wimp.

thanks for letting me know Debz

Age 40 Diagnosed with stage 4 SCC tongue, sept 07 started 35 radiation treatments and 3 chemo Had my first follow up PET - got the all clear 17th April 2008.
26th Had my PEG tube removed...eating almost everything. Was hard but learned to eat without saliva, it's so good to chew and swallow food!