Thank you all so very much. This site has been a God send. I have a very loving husband, children and friends but they do not know what I feel. Here unfortunately,I find those who do understand the pain I feel. My brother has to see a heart specialist tomorrow. Then we will see if he can continue his chemo treatment. He was also asked to see a doctor at the University of Chicago for some experimental drugs. I am keeping positive and do feel all your prayers and thoughts. Thank you all once again. I pray that you all whether patients or caretakers find the strength within to deal and for all to find the peace that you deserve.