I am finding that my depression is getting worse every day. I also think that I am going to have to quit my job that I have had for 9 years because I work out side and it just drains me so bad that I don't even work a whole day. I work in a garden center and I love it. My coustomers are so great and my boss is cool but I can't give him my all. Anymore I want to sit around and cry. i start thinking about every little thing that is hurting or how stressed I am then I get sick and on and on. I have insominia again, I have taken up to 5 vicodine at night to try to sleep. The ringing in my ear is driving me insane and I could go on. I can't wait until Monday so I can blow my Drs ear away because I think I need some help in theses ares more then what he is giving me. I don't mean to come on here and moan and groan I just get started and ther I go. Shucks my avatar is happier then I am!! LOL. Heres hoping that our tommorrow is better then today. Brenda