JoJo, you have the right idea.

I suggest you read the following site, and then read it again when you feel yourself faltering.

http://www.sptimes.com/News/61599/Floridian/He_wanted_you_to_know.shtml

You are correct that it is most probably only a matter of time if you don't change your ways. We most certainly do not want you to be here seeking treatment information. That is meant in a kind manner.

In the article, there is an 800 number for the American Cancer Society to get information about resources available to help you.

As a former patient, I can only urge you to make quitting your number one priority.