Hi Jim- I feel for you. Its so hard to approach each day knowing of the big hurdle you have to jump over - but you are going to do it and get through it and once you can begin healing from the treatments you'll start to feel so excited that you've beaten this once and for all. We are thinking of you and sending you lot sof strength to get through it all. Find lots of books, movies/ tv series TV whatever it takes to distract your mind from what is going on with your physical body.

Big hug to you!!! Wish you didn't have to endure this.