NO shar you are not weird.
Everyone where I work says to me that they know I am glad this year will be over and next year will be better. I smile and shake my head and think to myself-Oh my gosh, I sure hope it is better,but I have no control over it. That is the thing. If we knew what vitamins or foods to eat or not to eat or what caused this so we will not ever do that again, then we could learn and live with it. But all of us cannot know and never will know. We must just learn to live with it. AT least we are cancer free today-and that really is a great reason to be happy for today!!
Debbie