I guess I am still grasping at straws trying to figure out where it came from ..... Maybe almost a year later , I should let it go and chalk it up to ..it is what it is. and I will never know.

Just wonder that is all and with the new year aproaching ... I am thankful to be ending this last year of my life....But so fearful of what the nexxt will bring . This is just an all of a sudden thing for me .. I was fine . But the past few days I just have a Knot in my stomach over it .. Weird huh ?

Shar