Here I sit with a cigarette in hand. It seems to relax me, but at the same time, I can't stand the smell of the smoke. What a dummy huh? I know I have to quit seeing as how I go the 26th Of Dec for a scope and biopsies. It's in my throat now and it's time I wake up to the real joys of life. Lolita, I can feel fot you and hope by now things are a little better for you. I did make 4 months before a reoccurence. I wonder if I had stopped the smokes , how much time it would have taken for the 2nd go round.

Since posting this. UPMC, Pittsburgh, Oct 2011 until Jan. I averaged about 2 to 3 surgeries a week there. w Can't have jaw made as bone is deteroriating steaily that is left in jaw. Mersa is to blame. Feeding tube . Had trach for 4mos. Got it out April.
--- Passed away 5/14/14, will be greatly missed by everyone here