Lolita,
If you want motivation, read 'Rich's plea' in today's active topics!

From another point of view--I've been told that stopping at this point would be like 'shutting the stable-door after the horse has bolted' and it's a habit which helps me cope with my prognosis.
I know, of course, that I shouldn't and what it does, and my son hates me for it, and I feel such a stupid leper, but I do it.

Cancer is hard enough to beat--being beaten up about smoking doesn't help