Hi again,
I told myself I wouldnt post again with my ridiculous anxieties, but once again,they are getting the better of me. I posted back in april of a sensation in my left throat etc. Well the sensation is still there, with a definite ear ache. I have the sensation like there is a definite lump in my throat, not really a sore throat but an ache,kind of like the back of my throat is bruised. My inner ear is definitely more bothersome, but again, it happens daily,but not all the time. My neck is also really stiff, on the left side(the opposite side of my disection)and I seem to have a one sided stuffed up nose with a little pressure . I am 3 years 2 months out from end of treatment. I took protonix for 1 month for reflux. I guess it worked. this sensation just feels different, like a recurrence. I have my 4 month appointment with ent tomorrow and I'm afraid. I dont know what I'm asking from you all: hope, comfort, an honest opinion? I am scared out of my mind. It consumes my thoughts and I cant even get away from it when I sleep. Mark, if you read this, you responded to me earlier th