Mine is gone too. I also had the one with the stopper at the end.. (same type as peace4uall described). They just ripped it out... I did not get anything but was told if he did this at the hospital he would provide sedation. I had quite a bit of oxycodone left, and after reading the PEG stories I took a half dose of that. With this is was tolerable a quick sharp pain, by the time you try to figure what hurts it is pretty much gone...
All in all considering everything else a non event.

FREEDOM! (But it was important to have)

Markus


Partial glossectomy (25%) anterior tongue. 4/6/07/. IMRT start @5/24/07 (3x) Erbitux start/end@ 5/24/07. IMRT wider field (30x) start 6/5/07. Weekly cisplatin (2x30mg/m2), then weekly carbo- (5x180mg/m2). End of Tx 19 July 07.