This is an older topic, but I felt compelled to post an answer to the original question. Answer: I tried to be a regular particpant and hung in there with the best of intentions for a while. But as we continued to lose friends and fellow victims to this disease, I just couldn't take it anymore -- the loss, the sad stories, my own unrequited anger at this monster whom at best, we fight to armistice only. For me the grief was too overwelming because it hits so close to home. I guess I'm not as tough as I thought I was. But I do check back from time to time and I will definately answer any and all private emails directed to me.

Much love and respect to you all!

-Brett