Hi Rhonda! Congrats on the finished treatments.
There was no big band playing when my husband finished his treatments 3 months ago either. There were a few hugs, hand shakes and "good lucks" but other than that the day passed quietly.

I expected the feeling to be different also. I even wrote a similar post to yours, asking if I was just being a drama queen because I was not instantly "back to normal." Although Jimmy and I both still struggle from time to time; have good days and bad, we are mentally and physically doing better today than we were 3 months ago. In hind sight, I probably expected too much too fast.

Like Darrell said above: You may be cancer free, but you are never free from cancer. Someone else once posted something to the effect that we have to learn to make peace with the fear of the unknown. That may be easier said than done, but something each of us have to do.

Three months removed from treatment, my husband has some of his taste back but not all. He is eating pretty well on his own. Chicken, pork, and some of the dryer meats are still hard for him to swallow. He has no tollerance for dairy products and still has to drink a lot because he hasn't gotten any saliva back yet. But, his energy level is improving. Leon will improve with time also.

Hang in there, give it a little time, take it day to day, and let the healing process begin. Know that you have tons of support here at the forum.

Hugs, Vickie