Ironically, the newspaper editor who withdrew the job offer from me yesterday had a glowing story in her paper today about Relay For Life and cancer survivors. The focus was all about how a diagnosis of cancer doesn't have to be a death sentence anymore, etc.

It was tough to read that, knowing deep down that my cancer journey is likely the thing that scared her and her bosses off... I was pretty much over this whole thing until I read that a few minutes ago, then that sinking kicked-in-the-stomach feeling came back...

Sorry, folks, I'll rally... I know God is in control... thanks for letting me vent one more time...