Hi. I have watched your posts all along about your husband and was so sorry to read of your loss.We have experienced a lot of death in our family and time is the only thing that helps.In a way the fact that your husbands heart stopped , may have been a blessing, because he did not have to suffer any more.The two or three months they thought he had , may not have been good ones. As for your relatives, I believe when you do not do right on this earth, sooner or later you pay the price.Don't think about them , but about the joy and love you and your husband shared,grieve, and move on to live for both of you.You are in my and I know many of the boards prayers. gnelson