Dear Sabrina,
Your post gave me goosebumps! When I was about 21 years old, I also had trouble sleeping. I began focusing on a bare, white wall of my bedroom and repeated "love" until I would fall asleep.
I continue to use this technique 15 years later. Is this something we read about somewhere?????....or did we "happen" on the same type of meditation?
Love,
Mandi