Feel free to vent here as much as you want. I was not a caregiver but a patient and honestly I can't relate to the behavior you describe very well. I was pretty determined to fight the beast and win and felt I didn't have time or energy to be depressed.

But I certianly got frustrated with how ill I felt and how long it took before I started feeling better. I think you mentioned elsewhere Bill is receiving his own counseling? Encourgae him to bring up these issues there. you shouldn't be the only person available for him to lean on right now. That's too much of a burden for any person.

Nelie