Amy- I'm always in your corner. Is John in pain? Why the seizures?. Thank goodness for you daughter in law. I think about you and John every day.
Your reality is the future that all of us on this web site are hoping will not happen.
The love that you and John have- the stories that you share of your dailey life- Your ability to reach out and tell what you are feeling, your great sense of humor- and your pain- the helplessness to fix this-
I tear up as I write this. baby steps and know that I care.