Hello All

Please stop making me laugh! You know I have an aversion to humor!

They freaked me out yesterday. It was like, get to the hospital, now!

When the RO called Dr. Chemo, and for me to call him this morning to see what time to go to the hospital for chemo, like it was an emergency. Well they gave me a 7-16-07 appointment?

They have me scheduled for rad tx 5x weekly. I thought they were supposed to work in conjunction? They scared the heck out of me, now it's like, come to the office in 10 days.

I will tell this to the techs today at my rad tx and have them call the Dr. direct as the chemo secretary "took" the call from my RO and she relayed message. I think messages are getting crossed, I don't know.

Maybe if my life was stable I would handle this better. But with all the uncertainties I'm facing is much for any man. Then to have cancer on top of all that is "like the icing on the cake" so to speak.

I hate to keep sounding like a pity partier or a whiner but damn, one can only handle so much!

My wife says the Lord never gives you more than you can handle. I just hope no one hands me a straw today.

I'm leaving to get "potty parts", catch an AA meeting (Lunch Bunch Group), drop off papers at the lawyer, go get nuked and come home and fix the toilet in the pool house.

Oh ya, the OR nurse would not prescribe anything for sleep as she was "worried" about me and my addiction to alcohol? I guess the 3 hours a night sleep I've been getting will go a long way in helping me maintain my weight that she was so concerned with. She was very nice though, warm and caring, patting my shoulder now and then.

I've got to go, the day awaits me! Petey