Yea,
Same here Dragan. I too didnt want to go and read on this stuff either. My wife and oldest son took care of that but ,as you can see, Im here looking and posting right now.
I guess ot took God doing a powerful work in me to make me realise a lot of things also. Me and my family are by far better off than we have been in a very long time. I too look at things totally different now and I have a feeling when this is all over and dine with I will say the same thing ,I wont be sorry this has happened to me.