I can tell it's getting hard for you Chris. You're past the halfway point, and as crazy as it seems right now...you will survive. The weapons we have to employ against this rotten villain are tough tough tough!
Keep on posting so we can encourage you with your fight. Remember we've all been there and are 100% in your corner.
Be as much of a pest as you need to be to get what you need, whether it's appropriate pain control or the right nourishment.
I'll be watching for you.
All the best,
Fran