I just wrote in another note that I had to stop radiation because my throat swelled inside from my lymphedema and I had to chose a trach or radiation. I chose quality of life since this wasw for insurance purposes only.(All nodes clear, no metasis and margins clear) they had previously told me chemo would not help in my case and just chose radiation. NOw they are thinking of chemo but have not gotten back to me in over a week. I am so anxious. I read on here somewhere that Brian refused chemo. I cannot find the post now. Why did Brian refuse? Can someone enlighten me. My doctors could not communicate with the telephone co.