Dear Peace
I understand what you are feeling. I had a multitude of problems BEFORE I was diagnoed and I can hardly carry out normal functions.

You are not rambling, You are expressing yourself. Your sadness, isolation, loneliness, dispair, etc. You need to say these things and not keep them bottled up.

This forum is a lifeline for a lot of people. You get compassion, caring thoughts, great advice, tried and true suggestions. You even get to chuckle now & then from reading here. There's one nut case here that thinks everything is funny. Watch out for him! His name is Petey something or other. He looks like this !

Sometimes I wake up at night with terrible thoughts. Can't sleep, and not in a TV mood. I jump on the computor and read this forum. It's gives hope, inspiratiion, and encouragement. A real sense of belonging.

So please do not apologize for rambling. We all do it now and again. See, look at me now, ranting and mumbling here. But you know what, it takes my mind off all the negatives. Dang, I forgot what I came on to complain about! It's human nature. This is hard for everyone here, but we get through it together. Like many say here: One day at a time, sometimes one moment at a time. Hang in there Peace. Your never alone here. And the best thing is were open 24/7/365!