Thanks guys... Everybody always makes me feel better - it's like you all know exactly what I need to hear. This website and you all have been my salvation through this. I have so many family and friends supporting us in so many ways but I still feel so isolated from the outside world right now. I have a feeling of peace knowing I can come here and people more than understand - they've lived it. This has unquestionably been, and I hope to God will be the hardest time in my life. There are days I want to want to jump off a bridge or just get out of my own head somehow but I know I have to be strong for my husband and my two beautiful children. Thanks so much...
Kerry