I just thought I should let you all know that Christy is just so depressed about her grandmother and that is why you have not heard from her lately. Mom just had her fourth treatment of radation and they are stopping it already. They will reacess it in one week. Is this normal? The tumor stinks so bad,and she chokes all the time, which takes everything out of her. Christy and mom have a very special bond, she was the first grandchild and she has always been number one in my mothers eyes. I lost my dad 24 years ago and since then mom and I have been best friends. We have gone to bingo twice a week and Nevada once a year since then. I will always have these special memories of my mother, but I am not ready to let her go. The doctors were in this morning and I really thought there was hope and then they took it away. I asked if I should go back to work next week and they said no, they said she would probally never go home and that the cancer would take her. I am not ready to let her go and I know that I will never be, if she is to go from this horrible tumor, I pray she will go fast to be in fathers arms once again, and the pain will be gone for ever. This was so hard for me to say, but my heart bleeds to see her like this. God forgive me and take care of my mom and best friend.
Jenny