Well thanks to all of you, I am in no way giving up, maybe fed up,,lol,,,and I don't who it was that said I want to run before I walk..That is not the case at all. Do not judge,,,,I have had more pet scans, cat scans and MRI's than I care to admit..I have had the big "C" for 15 years..So there is no running from anything..I have to walk, no energy left to run..I am keeping my head up and high in the air..I thank you for all the info on the jaw, I dont have a speech therapist yet, because of all the swelling,,however I told them I wanted one, well I demanded, so we start next week...Thank you so much,,,Vicki