Gordon,
It is only natural to approach radiation with some trepidation. I was probably the opposite..going into it thinking that it would be no big deal. It is a bit of an ordeal, but it is over soon enough, and then you can begin healing and get on with your life. From what I have learned, I am one of the slower healers here, as I have had swallowing challenges that many have not faced, yet slowly but surely , things improve.

I also do not believe that God made me sick or that God healed me. I am thankful that I had the loving support of family and friends and excellent doctors. With that I got through it just fine, and that is enough for me.

Hang in there buddy, you'll do just fine.

Danny G.