Jill,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I lost my father last year. (not from cancer) It is very hard to let go, but when you know that they are pain free and safe it helps.

Just know that your father is with you always. Sometimes you will feel his presents.

I was sitting outside by a campfire, and all of a sudden I could smell fish! There was no fish with us. My DAD loved to fish and I use to go with him all the time. I decided the fish smell was to let me know he was there.

So if you should feel a little strange now & then or smell something that does not seem right it could be your DAD letting you know he is there. laugh

Take care.......
Diane

2004 SCC R.tip 1/4 tongue Oct. 2005 R. Neck SCC cancer/Chemo Cisplatin 2x/8wks. Rad. Removed Jugular vein, Lymph gland & some neck muscle. TX finished 1/20/06... B.Cancer 3/29/07 Finished 6/07 Bi-op 7/15/09 SCC in-situ, laser surgery removed from 1st. sight. Right jaw replacement 11/3/14. 9 yrs cancer free as of Jan. 2015