Darrell,
Congrats on your chemo results!
I hope you aren't offended but I have this sick sense of humor... Your "hoping and choking and puking" made me think of an old song "and after you do, you will be his." I know you aren't hoping and choking and puking for a boyfriend... please forgive me if I have offended you but I about spewed my coffee all over the screen when that old song went through my head.
I am very sincerely happy for you!
Lisa