Thank you everyone. You are all so caring. My husband has now landed in the hospital due to pneumonia. They think he's apirating mucous into his lungs. He has a suction machine at home and I cant get over the amounts and thickness of this mucous. Even with the robitussin. Its also causing vomiting even with all the meds. Just when I gather up a positive attitude we get knocked down again. I find myself getting very bitter, Its like we're in this little hell of our own and I look at everyone on the outside going about their merry lives I just want to spit.I know that this will get me no where its just a total pity party. On top of it all my husband who owned a business for almost 30 years was going thru a career change right when this hit us. So on top of it all he will be jobless comgng out of this and we have a 3 and 5 year old and will have to sell the only home they've known. Again, I don't mean to sound so "woe is me" but its my only place to vent that people can get the whole picture. Thanks everyone