Netteq
I have been where you are...its hell.
I wish there was some magic words I could say that would make you feel better.
Please know there is light at the end of this bloody awful tunnel..what your family is going through is probably the worst time of your life, but , just you wait till you get that first clear scan, things will change on a dime!
Who cares if the house is not perfect...ask for some help from your friends.
My friends were so delighted when I finally asked for help , they relly needed to feel needed.
It sounds like you need a litle break, maybe just a walk around the Mall, a massage is nice if you can swing it, just something for you.
You cannot do everything yourself.
Have your cry and then pick yourself up and put on that smile he needs to see.
This is the place for you to vent , we know what it feels like and we really do care.
As you can see my hubby had about the same diagnoses as yours and he is back to his old self driving me crazy!!
Take care of yourself Netteq.
Marica